We, as people, are very limited in their physical body and mentality. We can’t choose how we look, where we born and trauma we have. We just have to enjoy the ride, we could try to fight but we can feel the bar, the limitation of oneself. “I CAN’T LEAVE THIS BODY” is the feeling when the truth hits; the truth that you are you, and you could try your hardest to be something else, to be somewhere else, but you will still end up with this; same family, same group of friend, same environment and it’s feeling like a lots of thing are taking too much time to change, but you have to keep thriving to survive and to be able to keep doing what you love. How much of our identity that we can really change without taking anymore money?
I don’t really know. I put the 200,000 baht for this piece just because it is this much money that would help out my family financial situation.
I really want to be an artist, but like I said, it’s not really a thing to leave it all behind and be someone else.